i just want someone to hug me right now
cry in somebody's arms
i want to let it all out
feel like i'm gonna explode
i don't want to be alone
i really can't be independent huh
i'm a fucking crybaby
so dependent on others
wanna slice my arm open
it's been a while
want to disappear
cease to exist
don't want my chest to ache anymore
don't want my throat to feel tight
don't want my jaw to be clenched