happy new year!!!!
i'm so happy!!!!
fucking hell
hate it here
there's so much food
i ate so fucking much
my stomach's bloated as fuck
i feel huge
and heavy
someone legit asked how much i weight
and everyone commented on what i ate
and i feel even more alone
than during christmas
i don't want people to wish me
a happy new year
like it's gonna be any different
from this fucking year
maybe it'll be the year i finally die
cause i definitely can't go through it
another whole fucking year
hell no
i want to throw up
i want to cry
"make a wish"
i wish to cease to exist
i wish for all of what i ate to just disappear
i wish for everyone around to shut up
i wish to go into the sea and never return