fuck fuck fuck
ate way too much
let myself go
now i'm hella bloated
feel so gross
47.3kg
want to cry
didn't even eat that much
why am i so bloated
feel disgusting
have very bad cravings
don't know how long i'll take it
restricting is hard
need to die cause i can't live like this
want to taste good things
but if i gain weight i won't forgive myself
need to stay focused
can do it
it's not that big of a deal
food is not even that good
it makes me feel gross
don't want to eat any
i can take it