i'm so fucking useless
i'm not doing anything anymore
people must grow tired
of caring for me
doing everything for me
damn i'm fucked
what am i supposed to do
i'm eating like a pig now
constantly hungry
constantly thinking about eating
i'm gonna take so much weight
i'm gonna hate myself even more
i'm scared
eating is the only thing
that makes me feel good
but i feel so bad afterwards
can already see all the fat that i've gained
hate myself
my thighs are huge
want to cry so bad