wanna be nowhere
wanna be left alone
leave me the fuck alone
am i even sick
feel so not fucking legitimate
shit
sure i've lost weight
but i'm not scary
and i can't stop eating
they won't ever take me seriously
it's not cute
i'm so tired of this fucking curfew
want to go out
sick of being stuck here
but i'm so dependent on everyone
i'm a joke
and it's not even a funny one