i think i should kill myself
it seems like the best option
i'm not even saying this
because i'm desperate
objectively think its the best outcome
it would just solve everything
wouldn't be sad to die
just don't know when
i'm so lazy
and scared
but i can't go back as before
can't be functional again
i'm way past that
i'm frustrated
it seems so nice
to not feel
not think
anymore
won't even know im dead
just won't exist
that seems nice
peaceful