i'm the fucking worst
everything is going to shit
hate it
fuck
want to die really badly tonight
need to write it
for the psy
but i'm stuck with her
want her to go away so bad
want everyone to go away
please
i'll even beg
just want to be alone
and throw up
throw up everything
why did i eat all that
fuck fuck fuck
that was the dumbest thing
don't seem to learn
always make the same fucking mistakes
even though i always regret it
so much
definitely gonna cut
but i need to wait until she's asleep