every time
i end up face to same conclusion
the same option
why do i bother
why do i bother if nothing matters
nothing matters if i'm dead
it's so easy
i wouldn't have to constantly doubtto know what i want
if what i want is even achievable
what if i can't be satisfied by life
what if there is nothing for me
what if nothing's enough
i hate saying that
i feel so entitled and greedy
like i would deserve more
like the things and people around me
aren't good enough
who am i to say that
i'm the one that's not good enough
it's my fault if i want to die