i mean
it could've been expected
but i feel like shit being back here
it doesn't matter that my room
looks a bit different
it's still the exact same place
and i hate it
and hate being here with him
i wanna leave
right now
i wanna go back
where i didn't really exist
where i didn't have to think about
"what's next?"
"what now?"
it's so cold
fuck
am i gonna go right back
to how it was before
am i making the every same mistakes
should i do something
what am i supposed to do
to change
i didn't plan anything