sometimes
i'm sincerely scared i'll never know love
i mean romantic love
maybe it's dumb
maybe it's not that great
not that important
maybe it's just a fantasy
but i want to be loved so bad
and i know i push it away
and don't look for it
i know it's not just gonna fall from the sky
i wish
but i'm scared of people
i like being alone
and i'm not that great of a person
so i'm not even sure i should experience it
i don't know