you know in french we say
se foutre de ma gueule
and these days
i feel like
everyone se fout de ma putain de gueule
fuck you
fuck you
why do i not matter
why am i less than you
i wanna stab myself so fucking bad
i just wanna cut
please
i just wanna cut
i know it won't change anything
i'm tired
of feeling like this
i just want to be okay
i'm too tired
i don't want to have to make things okay
i'm lazy
and tired
i don't want to work for my happiness
so i probably don't deserve it
and should stop complaining