want to die
want to die
really bad
right now
want to cut
i want to cut so badly
can't go back
feel really empty
like i gave my last energy
i'm so confused
what is happening
am i supposed to do something?
i'm so lost
damn why did i binge
that was a real binge
like i felt so uncomfortable
my stomach still hurts
but i want to eat
i'm panicking