it's unfair of me
to expect a certain answer
people have the right
they have the right to express themselves
and i can't just be mad at them for it
but it hurts
i would rather they say nothing at all
or at least lie
do they think i'm strong enough to take it?
do they realize how bad it hurts
are they doing me a favor being honest?
i can't tell
i'm just upset
it was maybe five or six tears
but it's been so long
i'm scared to fall back into the void
but it feels so familiar
so comfortable
i almost missed it
laying in bed
crying
listening to my sad playlist
how much time did i waste like this
how much more will i waste
i hate you for this
not really
but you didn't even apologize
you know it hurt me
but you didn't acknowledge it