despise my body
hate my thighs
like so much
hate my stomach
hate my belly button
hate my ass
hate my calves
hate my breasts
hate my body hair
it's so ugly
everything seems disproportionate
or too fat
or weird
hate my legs so bad
want to cut them off
why are my thighs like that
so big and weird
and like it's floppy and disgusting
and it's just grease not even muscle
want them to look like sticks
all straight
want to cut my belly button
and lose some weight
i'm so lazy
can't even work out
can't even starve myself enough
i'm always too hungry
but i feel so guilty after eating
cause i can only blame myself
for looking like this