haha
so nothing has changed uh
like
you're still as fucking clueless as day one
i still don't get it
how am i supposed
to make you understand
what the fuck isn't clear
don't fucking talk about food
and especially not what i ate
or how much i ate
and don't go telling everyone about it
how am i supposed to feel comfortable
and i know that it's also my fault
i could just outright tell you
then there wouldn't be any doubt
about if you understand how you hurt me
but i wish
for once
people around me would understand
would have even an ounce of empathy
or be sensible enough
to not have to be explained everything
this is getting ridiculous
i don't care if i'm right to be angry or not
fuck you
and why do you got to be so doubtful
like
it's already something that is scaring me
and i'm mustering all of my courage
to just do it
and have fun
and not be so serious
and pessimistic all the time
why can't you have faith in me
even if it's a bad idea
i'm still gonna do it
so at least back me up
you know how i get
i'll start to overthink it
and as always
i'll end up not doing it
cause i don't trust myself
and i take your criticism at heart
and so i end up never doing anything
for myself
because i believed i could do it
and even if i fail
whatever right?