i can't wait to die
it seems like that's the only thing
i'm waiting for
days go by
and i'm waiting
for the waiting to be over
it's hard
i don't know what i want
if i want people to be nice
sweet and supportive
or if i want them to agree
with all my negative thoughts
cause i don't believe them
i've got this weird complex
where i don't believe others
only believe myself
don't know if that makes me a narcissist
or have a god complex
fuck
starting tomorrow
i'm getting back on track
need to sincerely control myself
i'm kinda scared