tonight i want to disappear
but i'm scared to tell her
i'm scared she'll worry
and nothing will change
i feel overwhelmed
and there isn't even that many things going on
it's gonna get worse
how am i going to handle it
i want to disappear
i don't know
i thought about putting my shoes on
and suddenly
i felt like i didn't want to be there
i don't want to be tomorrow
i don't know
i hope it will go away
things were kind of ok
everything feels wrong