don't understand
why do people keep caring about me
and my well-being
they are good people
why do they put their energy and time
in someone like me
a bad person
who only thinks about herself
it's unfair
they deserve to care for other good people
why do they keep in touch
why haven't they abandoned me yet
what do i have to offer them
i don't matter
so why
make efforts to be here for me
why are you this nice
not everyone though
some are hurtful
but some
are genuinely here for me
and i don't understand why
don't you have other things to do?
why do you make time for me
i'm no one
even worst
i'm a bad person
that seems very unfair
good people caring for assholes
why am i so angry
damn i'm ugly